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Myrina

(12,296 posts)
2. Is that what it is?
Wed Jan 16, 2013, 09:38 AM
Jan 2013

I have been sinking deeper and deeper into a depression and feel like I'm sleepwalking all the time.

I hate my current situation & have been thinking that maybe the HR recruiter kneecapping my interview with the other company earlier this week was a good thing, because ultimately I hate working in IT. Now maybe I can go hidey-hole for a few months & come up with a plan for a new direction in my life.

I can't continue to do 'what I know how to do' just to pay bills. I need to do something I love. First, though, after so many years of 'doing what I know how to do', I have to re-remember what I love to to. Honestly, I've completely forgotten.

This isn't a happy place to be in, at the moment.

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To me.. Why Syzygy Jan 2013 #1
Is that what it is? Myrina Jan 2013 #2
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The Sacred Fours? kimmerspixelated Jan 2013 #4
Native American term I guess... FirstLight Jan 2013 #5
* Going... FirstLight Jan 2013 #6
I honestly didn't notice the misspellink kimmerspixelated Jan 2013 #9
I told you Ricochet21 Jan 2013 #7
Jan 2011??? FirstLight Jan 2013 #8
Remember Ricochet21 Jan 2013 #10
wow...that was a great re-read FirstLight Jan 2013 #11
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