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71. That's the one real regret I have, that I've not uttered til now.

I had planned to see her before this snow storm hit, but I ran out of my pain meds in the middle of a fibro flare, and instead (with hubby's help) went to the grocery store to lay in supplies for being housebound for 3 or more days. I got the phone call while I was trying to figure out which meats I could afford to buy. I just keep thinking I should have been there for her... but then everyone else here would have been out of food, because the check only got deposited on Tuesday. One thing Sis and I are both grateful for is that it looked like she drifted off in her sleep. Still, I'd much rather have been there, holding her hand when the transition occurred. I was there for every other big thing in her life (including her marriage, tho I wasn't aware of it at the time!) Just seems wrong I wasn't there for her now.