Aaaargh.

[Ricochet21]

5. The chart tells me very clearly

you need to trust the universe.

I KNOW this is easy to say.
You have a bucket pattern to SATURN RX IN PISCES.

Even though you risked before, and it failed. I don't think it had anything to do with the fact that you risked. If you were "dragging your spirit behind while you were risking; THAT is the issue. It has simply reappeared (the same lesson). I would not let Mars Rx have anything to do with my decision at this point even though it has effects. I believe it's a much deeper issue.

A distant father? taught you not to trust and let the universe in? Possibly? That's where the conquest needs to happen, then, it's all clear sailing from there. Neptune having become very LOUD right now has made the issue reoccur. It's there to tell you that you are READY to open up spiritually. Ultimately, this is cause for celebration.
Best of luck to you two.