Update on my son

[Lotusflower70]

5. Awesome post

I think sometimes because it's the two of us, we try to protect each other. Also he is a young adult male, sometimes he wants his space from mom. I have always said he could tell me anything. Sometimes he may think he doesn't want to hurt me or worries that I could have a seizure. I am epileptic and seizure free. But he saw the struggle so I'm sure that had an impact. Also he was bullied in school when he was younger. He switched to online. He was bored in public schools anyway.

I want to protect him too but I know I can't fix it. I can encourage and support him. I can tell him I am proud of him. I tell him I love him. I will always fight and advocate for him. Plus he signed a release of information so they can give me updates. That means the world. He contacted his neurologist. I am incredibly grateful. I am in awe that he held on. He was exhausted and desperate. Sometimes he needs other outlets. But there is nothing like a mother's love. I thanked her.I thanked the police officers and the health care professionals. He is getting great care.

Bottom line, whatever it takes. That's what I will do for him. I told him that. I think all those messages on the board for him made a difference. Every time someone called and couldn't reach him, they put a message on the board. He told me about it. In addition to me, his grandma, aunts, uncles and cousins called him. He had a lot of messages.