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7. Bipolar cycles and anxiety always lurk in my background, and

I have been seriously hung up over food calories and exercise for a while, but especially so over the holidays.

I have a lot to untangle in my brain, but little desire to do it. I think the pain of being stuck where I am is preferable to the pain of doing the hard work of getting behind my compulsive behavior to the issues that drive it.

Otherwise, I am doing ok, esp given the lack of meds and counseling. Those are luxuries for people who live in countries with decent access to affordable health care.