Roughly 10 yrs ago, 35 yrs of running away from my past caught up with me

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30. It's so painful to think of all the little ones raised with

this hurt. I didn't bond well with my mother, but I know she loved me. Hugs.

I have struggled with therapy. As others have said here, like anything, it takes a good fit to make it work.

I have also seen people crawl out of that dark place. There is nothing more deserving of respect, in my opinion. The catslyst can come at a completely unexpected time from a surprising place. Staying open is a key.

I, too, have recently lost some beloved old pets. For the first time in 40 years, I am dogless. We will see how it goes. I do have some other pets, and find tending to their needs comforting. Including being outside in nature with them.

Keep us posted, and thanks for sharing.