life is kinda sucking right now

[fizzgig]

money stress, work stress and the sometimes crushing sadness over the loss of my fat cat. today is an especially bad day on that last point.

i'm not eating well and sleeping too much and really don't feel like being home without her. this, of course, leads to guilt about feeling like i'm ignoring the other cat. the husband has been hunkered down in the lab for the last couple of weeks and i'm really short in the in-town friends department, so i'm feeling pretty isolated, too.

the upside is that spring is pretty well here. mid-70s today and i'm going to make myself take a walk later.

just gotta keep on pushing.