I'm on a hunting trip, forgive me.

[Denninmi]

6. I still don't know who or what I am really fighting.

My therapist seems to wants to relate everything back to my father, but it seems pretty cliche to me - sometimes a cigar really is a cigar I think.

All of this is so weird. The up and down is hard, feel better, feel like crap again.

I am kind of pissed of at my therapist anyway, and I have never had a problem with her before. This whole bipolar vs PTSD business bugs me -why in the hell even bring it in the first place if you're just going to tell me it makes no difference at all? I tried explaining to her several different ways why this matters so much to me, and it was like she won't listening. Maybe she has some kind of plan or rational that is beyond my perception.

There is the surface explanation of why I keep taking on bigots in GD -I really am terrified about what could come out of DC. Now, my have a commission being set up by McCain and Manchin, two of the NRA's biggest lap dogs. If the NRA wants us scapegoated, that is what will happen.