I'm staying alive for my dog and my cat

[crimycarny]

2. I lost my son in 2022

My son died by suicide in January of 2022. He was very much into politics (loved Bernie Sanders) and that is something we talked about every day.

I regret every second of every day that I didn't realize the pain he was in (he hid it well behind humor.) I know that what is going on right now in our world would be extremely hard on him.

Though I so understand where you are coming from with the terror and feeling a sense of powerlessness and uselessness, I know my son would have felt the same, I have to tell you that your story of an NDE gives me hope that when my son left this world he was enveloped in pure love. It gives me hope that maybe, just maybe, I'll see him again when it's my time to go.