Not sure why the ups and downs (NOT a rant).

[Denninmi]

7. I can't believe it, I would like to, can't. Bottom line, I fucked this situation up beyond repair.

I wrote out three separate "epic rants" as replies. Each time, instead of posting, I cut and pasted to Word. I have quite the little set of Cliff Notes for Wednesday's therapy session. I won't inflict any more of this crap on DU MHSG. It's beyond tiring, even to me.

Bottom line, I used to be a problem solver who could fix things. I don't have a clue how to fix this. And I hope someone else does, and if they do, I hope they'll share it with me, because I'm sick and tired of this shit. It's got to end. And it never ends, every little thing the Universe does it seems to do for the sole purpose of reminding me just what a piece of useless garbage I am. And that hurts.