I made a post in general, and deleted it

[kozar]

Honestly, I should have posted it here,
My Mother, called me yesterday, I was on phone with Medicaid about issues with LilBit, I called her back when I got done.
A ring and a click. Hmm So I send her an email, is your phone ok? Are you ok?

And she says”why didn’t you just walk away all those years ago (19) and none of us would have to know her?(LilBit)

I said “Mom! Please,” and she hung up”

I’m sorry, I love LilBit. Knew my brothers didn’t, but my Mother. Right before Christmas.

I’m drinking, LilBit is fine. I hate Christmas. I have one slinky to give her. I pray she knows the chaos I deal with that I will never allow her here.
The facade I do,because,

I’ll walk away from my Mother, before her.
This is gonna sound crude. I know.
koz