Today is my birthday

[I_UndergroundPanther]

It sucks.

I have been stood up by a friend again.
We made plans.

I have put up with him bailing out on me for months ,he says its work. But there are times when you are not working. If there was no time, the labor laws would have something to say about that.

I want to tell him exactly how I feel about it and ask if he's telling me that I dont matter to him.

Its gonna be hard because he is the only friend I have since I lost my house.
I guess I am a low priority friend. Might as well accept it.

I hate my life here alone day after day,no way to get out anywhere.

What am I alive for,really?

I hate my birthday. I should have been aborted. I cant handle this world.

Hell is other people,yes, but without people hell ,its still hell anyway.