Just being way more careful... and realizing that drinking to get drunk or go to sleep was not in ANY way helping all my other issues....
I'm still just working on rationing myself.
Tonight I *did* buy a 6 pack, but have no intention of drinking the whole thing... two is my limit then water and melatonin.
I also bought a weird flavor that I dont really like, so it's a "turn-off" to keep drinking it...lol
Im just trying to find little ways to contiinue to pcysh out my ego and addictive personality to get the upper hand. and having days where I feel physically better and can accomplish things are also a really big motivator... I got shit to DO! I don't have tome to keep up this wallowing 
(and when I *do* decide to have a good wallow, let it be for a day and not a week or a month or year...right?)
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