I thought I'd never say this

[I_UndergroundPanther]

I miss my day program.

I miss the routine of somewhere to go,people to see.Even if it's only for a few hours twice a week.

Being here in my apartment alone day after day I lose big swathes of time.I have no clue how I spend the days. I eat when the phone alarm goes off.
Because of diabeties.

I have a really hard time deciding what to eat when my appetite is gone.

Some days I can get stuff done. Others I sit on the couch in a semi stupor.

I put off taking a shower today. I find my usual pride in my appearance and such are slacking more and more.

I feel like I am half dead sitting here in the circular echo chamber of my thoughts.

Same,day in day out.
Why am I alive again?

Anyways I hope program can begin again . I'm tired of banging my head against my mad empty wall.

Thank Sekhmet for DU. My lifeline out of here.